Now That's Just Plain Stupid

So guess what? The guy who supposedly wrote the comment..he never did it.He doesn't even know about my blog let alone visit and post a comment.

Maybe someone who wanted to mess with him chose to make a random comment using his name and happened to choose my blog and it was just a real freaky accident that I was a friend of a friend of his.Whoever did it wasted his/her time,especially if it was done out of dumb mischief.Its certainly brought up false up for me regarding MJ.Its messing with 2 people here.

Could it also be possible that someone wanted to mess with me and he/she had managed to gain access to the dude's blog and did it using his name.Urrgh,I don't know what to think and I don't want to really think too much about it.Just real freaky is all.

Ya know,I don't really care if anyone is messing with me or not.All I know is,I like MJ and I don't have a need to show her off.Heck,for all I care,it could just be the 2 of us and nobody else around.I'm not saying I'm destined to be with her or anything serious like that but I dig her and its for real.If I like a girl,any girl for that matter,its not gonna put me off just because of what others try to say.

I dig MJ but I'm aware that I live in reality and for right now I'm just looking to be friends.A real one.Not just to get my own agenda to go through.

I wanna watch Yamakasi for the 10+ time.Its a cool movie I haven't watched it since last year and the Taxi series as well.I have a late 4 hour school day tomorrow and an early 4 hour day the day after.Gonna stay up late tonight for the Man Utd game.

Beyond Belief

I realise that when December rolls around I would have known MJ and her brothers for about a year.They rolled into Singapore on a more permanent basis sometime in August 2004.Haven't seen MJ for a while

Okay,recently some guy posted a comment on my blog and asked me to pop over to his for a visit and so I did...he seems like an okay guy.Apparently,he's head over heels over some girl as well.Good for him...

So I was going through his blog and at his tagboard I was SO SHOCKED to find thr name of one of MJ's best friends.A quick check to the links list and I came across MJ's name there and that kidna freaked me more than a little bit.

Questions flooded my noggin..''Was he told of my blog?'',''How freaky can it get than him trawling through random blogs and coming across mine and actually talk to me about a girl he has on her link list in his blog?''Further checks also show that MJ has even tagged on his blog before....I just checked..and..he's connected to me through her..MJ....and just also found out that he's even in the same class as her!Damn,is this wack or what !

JUST FREAKED OUT RIGHT NOW..THAT WOULD BE TOO SPOOKY A COINCIDENCE TO HAVE....

As I read on more about this girl that he liked..a horrible thought crossed my mind....WHAT IF WE WERE BOTH AFTER THE SAME GIRL ???

Could it be possible? Propably not but then again the situation is so frickin' weird that it could really be possible.I mean she is popular with the guys in her school and it would coem to no surprise.The surprise would be in how this particular suprise actually came about.

I want to tag on his blog to leave his email address on my blog so that I can know how freaky the situation actually is.But I can't cos MJ might see his blog and recognise my email address.I might try to reach him through his Friendster account.

Watch this space.

Back From The Wilderness

God...how long has it been since my last post? Been more than a week I think...I expect my Internet connection to be back up only on Monday or Tuesday.My cable as well.That means I might miss another round of weekend soccer on the telly...and that cannot happen !!

I have a free period in school now so I have time and the convenience of being in a computer room allows me to make this post.Actually I have 2 free periods.2 hours.So that's good I guess.

Haven't seen MJ for quite a while as well.Coping with it albeit very slowly.I trying to make myself ok with the posibility that she might be with someone else,just in case that does happen.I don't wanna get so hung up over her like I was before.

Do I like her?Yes..but I also know the chances of anything happening is very,very slim so I'm preparing to move on.I want to be a close friend but that's not gonna happen if I don't see her.In her blog she's apparently linked my mate's blog,not mine.So I don't know if she's seen it.My blog address might appear in her comp's address bar.Gotta ask her bro about that.

I no longer care about Roswell Girl like I used to.It was tempting to like her because she was so sweet and nice and juxtaposing that against the constant frustration with MJ,one could see why I was tempted.

I'm not desparate but I'm just frustrated with MJ but I guess I have to be patient.Thinking of my blog song,I gotta take the message from the song and be cool.I hope she can she that I'm sincere and not trying to start anything funny with her.Hope she can treat me as friend at the very least.Not one of those good-weather friends who are only around during good times.I'll stick around during the bad times as well.I know I'm not there yet on the friend level I know but I can get there,if she gives me a chance to.Little things,like saying hi,smiling when she she's me,sharing a joke with me,talking to me and be responsive if I try to do any of that....that would help.I cannot tell her what to do but I hope she can see me the way I want her to.

Watched the latest Harry Potter installment last Saturday with my bro.Reached the cinema at 730 but could only get tix for the 11.10 show.

What I like about this one is that it differs from the rest is that Harry's personal story is put up against the Tri-Wizard tournament,which is very large-scale and exciting.Harry v Voldermort story finally accelarates and materialises,when it was just a shadow threat to Harry in the previous movies it proves very real as one of Harry's friends,a senior and fellow tourney competitor is slain by Lord Voldermort.I guess this is a pivotal point in the saga and will be a sign of things to come and Harry has to grow up quickly just so he can prepare for future death duels with Voldermort. Good stuff.5 stars out of 5.

Next movie up is probably Chicken Little.That should be around the 2nd of December.Going to Manchester United megastore later today. So it looks good that I have plans for the next 2 weeks.

Wait A Minute...Wait A Minute Now....

Comp is on the fritz again but it should be okay by the time it nears the end of the month.For the time being though I'm doing this thru the cybercafe again.

A weird chain of events occured last night but the result was much more revolutionary.Beings conspired and the end result was a shot of fresh blood to stale mattters.It was most definitely sudden and most definitely unexpected.

They had called up MJ's house and let it be plainly known over the phone to MJ with the statement that I liked her.It very direct,blunt and to the point.I had no control of events and they just happened.I knew it would be sort of pointless against such a stubborn force so I decided to take the easy road and sit back and blast my ear out with my MP3.No idea what exactly was said,not word for word anyways but of course she was not pleased.Perhaps not angry but most certainly displeased.She made a plea for me to be left alone and not to be disturbed but I don't think it will be of any effect.It could have been a ruse but it turns out she has a mobile as well.I must apologise to her on my friends' behalf for the disturbance they caused.

How will she react when she sees me?That I don not know.Hopefully she will be a good sport about it and be brave enough to talk about it instead of hiding away.Things cannot be predicted now,how she will think of me...

I will send a message to her.An apology.No need to do it in person thanks to modern inventions.

Looking For The Right One

I went to get a new wallet today.Its pretty cool and ir didn't cost me as much as I thought that it would.be.Got a new Topman tee as well as a new Robert Ludlum novel.Cost a bit in the end.But the new wallet was an essential need with the old one being torn and all.

According to MJ's writings,she feels lonely and could use a guy.Sounds kinda weird but its not.Whoever he is,I really hope that he treats her right and can pick her up whenever she's down.Hopefully,she'll find a worthy guy and NOT somebody who treats her like a trophy girl he can show off to his friends.

As for me,I think that someone is out there for me,someone I like and she likes me back.Maybe even if no one is out there,whatever,I'll leave it up to God.I wish it could be MJ,sometimes alot but I guess not...

P/S:I took down the video of Mandy Moore's Only Hope cos it was too slow too load.

How To Deal

Not much going on right now.Things are at a lull but I expect things to pick up soon.Not that a catalyst is expected,I just expect stuff to happen.What exactly will happen? I don't know.

A mate told me that MJ's looking to get her hands on the movie How To Deal starring Mandy Moore.I've been known by my mates to be a fan of hers so he figured I might be able to help MJ in her quest and told her that Icould do just that.I have seen the particular movie a couple of times.

Now that MJ's been told that I could hook her up with the movie,the test is whether she's comfortable enough with me as a friend to come and ask me to go get her the movie.Hopefully she will,that would indicate positive progress in our friendship and would help me get over her like I've been trying to,hopefully.

Just Like Heaven looks like a rom-com that's worth it.I would be a perfect date movie but I don't have a girl.I still want to watch it but I would stop short of watching it alone at the cinema.Given the particular movie and its theme,that would just be sad.

MJ's bro's burfaday's coming up,no idea what to get him.If I do get a prez,I would have to get one for another of her bros,cos I forgot to buy him his when his birthday came about.Probably not gonna get him anything but I'm still not sure...

Glory To Red Mancunia

Last Sunday,Manchester United beat title rivals Chelsea 1-0 to hand the latter,the current league champions,their 1st league defeat of the season.

To be honest,for once,I didn't have much confidence in the team.I was disillusioned with the team.Some players looked as if they did not have the passion to play for the red and white of Mancunia.I felt that if they played the same way against Chelsea they would not get away with it.

Do not mistake my critisism of Man Utd as a sign of withdrawal of support for the club.They way they were playing(irregardless of tactics) did not embody the spirit and tradition of the Red Devils,from the Busby Babes to Fergie's Fledgings.Even if they lost,I wouldn't mind it as much if they played their usual game,with a hint of a swashbuckling attitude towards the opposition.

This time,I was unhappy not because of the lack of quality or ability in the players for I have always believed in them.But they were not showing heart and passion that the club and its history and fans deserved.Its a two way thing.

My hopes were fulfilled as I saw a glimpse of the United of old.To say that the team has risen..again...from piles of doubt would be like playing
a broken record.A whole host of reasons were given to justify their 'downfall' but I was not taken in by them.All I did was to hope that they showed the desire once again.And that they did.

To doubt my support for the club would be the same as doubting the club and that would be a deep insult to me.

Red Devil till I die...and then some....

I Feel...

Had a couple of impluse buys on Monday.Well not really.I did plan to buy those things but I did not plan to buy them on that particular day.Bossini T shirts and 2 pairs of Nike socks.I was gonna go for Topman tops and Adidas socks but heck,they'll do.I really need socks cos I'm down to my one last good pair.All the rest have holes in them.

Went down to the court today.Played a little soccer.Made me feel better.Got back that feeling of narmalcy I was talking about.Was told that MJ had came down earlier.Yeah..whatever..I think I'm at a place in between liking her and not liking her.That's a little weird.

I feel down when I don't see her for a long time yet when I'm around her I feel normal.But even when I'm missing her its not the 40 kinds of sadness like it was before. Just something weird I gotta work out.

Would like to be around her though.But I'm not in love with her.Maybe this Friday.Maybe even as early as tomorrow..if she comes down again like she did today.

Night Owl Report

I don't know what's so weird about today but I just feel a lil funny.Maybe its cos its 1 40AM and I just woke up and that's different cos I would usually be heading to sleep in a couple of hours.Blame it on a highly-irregular night before this where I only had 2 hours of sleep.

I just need a day of normalcy later at the court to fix this.Other times that would be and easy ask but not now,not with some of my friends back in school for a new semester and the rest of them tied somehow.That only really leaves MJ,her bros and a couple of others.I wouldn'y have problems with the bros but I'm not sure that it would be enough people even with the rest.Sure I could get MJ but as we all know I'm too scared to talk to her,like she has an imaginary sign specially for me hanging on her neck that says 'IF YOU DARE...'

I think its mostly just me but I do feel that she does give that sort of a vibe off sometimes.Even my friends said that she has a gaurded personality but can be friendly if you sincerely try to be as well.Hmm...

No actually,it wouldn't be that difficult.But she has to be in one of her best moods that would mean that she would go ahead and talk to me,in an engaging,enthusiastic way that would tell me she would be cool with me talkimg to her.

Certainly missing her more now that it would be harder for me to have a reason to come down to the court(cos everybody else is away)

Sometimes I don't talk to her even when I want to cos I don't know what to talk to her about.Gotta work on that,I guess.

Hopefully,I will be able to get myself down around the court and get things back to normal,even if its just a lil bit.

Tired Physically And Emotionally

PHEW! Just came back from a tiring tour of relatives' houses and I am so dead beat.Never had much mood to go celebrating the festive season in the first place and glad that the day is over and done with.Got $71 so far and have yet to receive from my mom and dad.I don't think I'll reach my aim of $150.Maybe if I'm lucky enough I'll get up to $120.

I was hoping for $150 to make up costs.For the MP3 player I bought on Wednesday.It cost me $350 bucks.That's a chunk of cash that brought pains to my wallet.Planning to keep it for at least a year.By that time I hopefully will have a bit more income through savings from work wages(I plan to work,sometime within next year) and perhaps can get an even better one.

Wednesday night leading to the AM of Thursday was a horrible time.Man Utd lost(again!) and I was missing MJ terribly.Maybe it wasn't just so much her but also partly cos I was just feeling real down and had no mood for the oncoming celebrations.I was feeling very,very down and although the celebrations have made me feel better,I still feel that time spent around MJ would have been time well spent also.

I don't like her-like her still but I still like being around her,especially if she's nice enough to be talking to me.

Well,its the wee hours of Friday morning at the time of writing and I found out earlier that I have no plans to go visiting later on so that means I will be free for soccer and plans of my own.Good.

Commercial

Just saw the latest Tiger Beer commercial.What a coup for a regional brand looking to go international to get Jessica Alba to endorse their product.If I drank beer,I would buy Tiger.But I don't drink and have no plans to either.

I saw a poster of Jessica with Tiger Beer.Looking good.Her,not the beer,most definitely not.Then again,when does she,not look good?

I'm not endorsding Tiger Beer as a consumer mainly because I don't drink.I'm just endorsing Jessica Alba (as if she needs endorsing) cos just like the guy in the commercial,Jessica Alba is my fave.

Looking to get an MP3 player tomorrow(I know that's like the 3rd time I've said it here but now the difference is that I have MORE than enough to get me one.Not just any one.A Creative Zen 5GB one.I would be really pleased to finally to be able get my hands on something I've been eyeing for so long.

Gonna be MIA on Thursday and a couple of days after cos of the festive period.Hoping I can get a $100 at least from collection at least.