Saturday, May 28, 2005

View on the beloved

Liverpool have the Champions League eh? Well,on the night,they deserved it.Good for ye,scousers..I will not take away the fact that what they did was nothing short of awesome.You deserve to be able to defend your title.So come on,UEFA,lets have 5 English teams into the CL next season.

But,aside from that,I am by all means a Manchester United supporter.Till the end.Not exactly the best of times for the Red Devils.Bucketloads of uncertainty.All the turmoil behind the scenes,while not the sole reason,.it certainly does not help the cause.

Fergie vs Irish shareholders,Rio vs FA,Man U vs FA and plus on the footballing side,besides Arsenal,we now have to contend with Chelski and sometimes even Man U vs Man U,considering the number of times we shot ourselves in the foot with the gun of inconsistency.Oh and of course,not forgetting the Glazer saga.To say that the club is fighting on multiple fronts would be an understatement.God,I just realized that I have not even considered playing problems on the field.

The club is in transition,as a whole,plug included.The only club out of those considered the Big 4(no disrespect to the Toffees) left without silverware,there is a certain degree of humiliation when that fact is read out,hurting a club with the winning tradition.like that of Manchester United.

Leaving the tactical side to Fergie,my personal view on personnel as follows.Firstly,Ruud van Nistelrooy should not be sold.We made a mistake with Becks,,we are gonna be repeating the same mistake if he is sold.How many times have we wished for the passing ability,vision and the assisting ability of the English captain? If RVN is sold,now there will be no one to finish 0ff the chances that are created.He needs service which lacked this season and many a time we wished he was playing so that at least one of the numerous chances created could be converted.Hunger is a question as well..Scholes and Giggs should be phased out to play supporting roles and and 2nd rate players should be sold off to get the cash needed to buy a world-class midfielder to really strengthen the midfield,Quality over quantity.I would dearly wish to have Andrea Pirlo or Juninho Pernembucano come to the club. I do wish that Liam Miller and Kleberson could step up and I do wonder why Fergie deploys the latter on the right.To those who say that Kleberson is good enough,I say maybe but it is ability that is not proven ENOUGH.I would much rather prefer someone who can perform well at a high level consistently and is proven on the European stage.Andrea Pirlo comes to mind again(Maybe its cos he's one of my fave players).In place of the numerous 2nd string,we would have the youngsters alongside the veterans.Spector should be given a chance and David Jones and Giuseppe Rossi should be given cameos.Who knows,they might do well...

"A Red Devil till I die"

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

No Es Amor

I really think I've come to some sort of a descision on MJ.I think we are better off being friends.It also has nothing to do with the fact that she likes someone else......ok,maybe it does.Its not the defining reason but it is just another factor i use to make my descision.

Its gonna be hard to stop wanting her but I'm sure I can do it.We might be better off as friends,who knows,right?

What was I thinking? Did I actually feel I had a chance?? HAH !! I just have to accept that she's not interested and try to move on.Even if anything did happen,I'm not too sure if she would have taken it seriously to try and make it progress.She's at an age where she's allowed to do that and also not have any expectations put on her to take it as seriously as me.

A friend once asked me,if I liked a particular girl and suddenly another girl comes along and it is made known that she likes me,would I drop everything that I frlt for the first girl?I said no.It would be flattering of course but I would try my darndest not to be distracted from the original objective,the first girl.Now don't you guys thing that the same attitude would be the expected of MJ where in this case she likes this other guy and I'm the other guy...Think about it..

I know its fictitious but if Joey could get past Rachel,I can take inspiration from that.

I really like her but I also know that she has a crush on someone else and I feel it best that I just forget about her.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

The 64 Thousand Dollar Question

Just in case anyone sees this and wonders why I don't give out the name of the gal I'm talking about..MJ that is..Not only will I officially freak her out but also lose any chance of taking it any further with her.Plus,I'm kinda not that comfortable telling those people who don't know who I'm talking about her name.

Yeah I like her and all but at the moment,she's just an friend and nothing more so it'll be pretty weird for people to go round thinking that I have a girlfriend when in fact I don't.

I'm thinking of going back to the 'she's just a friend and anything more is a bonus' theory.Its much easier cos it also prevents me from any false hope.Its gonna be real hard though.Its highly unlikely to be put into practice right now.So, the theory is just kind of a Plan B I guess.

So lets see.I want her.She's doesn't know it.I'm afraid my wanting her would spoil the friendship,so I can't let her know that I want her.Then again,if I don't go for her,I could me missing a REAL chance.This is the 64 thousand dollar question...what do I do???

Friday, May 20, 2005

Joey and Rachel (well kinda)

Its frustrating..this thing with MJ....part of me is telling me that I should go for it and the other is saying that I shouldn't cos I might spoil the friendship and end up losing a friend.

Its funny,asking God for someone and then when God does try to show me that someone,I stop and question whether I should even try when that was all I wanted to do when there was no one.

My friends give me mixed messages on what I should do.They think I should go for it but then again they also realise that I should tread carefully.Reminds me of how Joey liked Rachel in Friends but couldn't tell her that he did cos of baby Emma.Wrll in my case,there is no baby but there iare one or two similarities.I have a feeling that this will eventually blow over cos we are better friends as the days pass.Whether that will lead to anything more is a question to which I don't have the answer to.So I guess I gotta let it unfold and take it day by day then before hopefully getting a clear answer.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Mr. Brightside

Killer song by The Killers...its even better now that I found out the she likes it as well.She who??Oh yeah,I forgot to say didn't I?Lets just call her MJ for now(ala Spidey,not His Airness).And alot of other songs as well on MP3 that she likes.I think its cool now between me and her.Did a couple of goofy things when I first met her.Kinda got off on the wrong foot mostly on my part but it was accidental,I swear.You know how when u want to send across a vibe to someone but it totally backfires and that person gets the totally wrong message.Maybe its not that common but it does happen.

But like I said,we're cool now and we're friends.That's good enough for me cos the way I see it,anything more that happens is kind of a bonus.So its goinng well with her but I just hope that it continues.Just hate it if all the good progress gets held up by days of nothing happening.Wish me luck..

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Tomorrow Will Be Better

I was thinking back into my past,back to a time when my life was an easy ride.It was when I was blissfully unaware of the fact that life sucks,YEAH,life sucks and we all know that.But once in a while you would like to think back to a day when your biggest problem was looking for that red toy car that rolled under the bed.Man,that all seems so easy and nice.Nowadays,whole days or maybe even weeks can go wrong and in the process making us feel pretty crappy inside about ourselves.On these particular days,we would just wish that they day would be over with and hoping that tomorrow would be better.

That's the way life is..you have to roll with the punches.So after a bad day,I would just go to bed and daydream just a little bit.It is nice to dream that when I wake up next morning,my single would turn into a king-size bed with white sheets and I would open my eyes to the wonderful sight of Jessica Alba in her cute lil PJ's lying next to me.Or maybe,definitely more realistically...just hoping that a certain girl that I fancy would just come and talk to me a bit more and open up to me.

Bottom line is....life gives us a lot of boring and bad days but when the good days come along,it makes all those other days that we go through seem worth it.

I end this with a simple Russian peasants' poverb....Tomorrow will be better.....

Monday, May 16, 2005

Blog virgin.. :)

Never thought I would have one these things.Always thought it better that I keep my views to myself.Well,I'm doing this for me,to keep my brain from dying out due to intellectual inactivity.Add to the fact that I'm bored stupid..TA-DAH !!...To people who happen to stumble onto my blog and also to those who have too much free time that they actually bother to come here,Welcome.

A word of warning:I lead an incredibly boring life which DO NOT INCLUDE wild nights out on the town and nor does it include any daily dosage of mind-blowing adventures and discoveries...perhaps in my future years but not now.So rather than a retelling of a crazy escapade,this particular blog would only be about my views about things around me.My lil space in the Internet. I do get a little lazy so don't expect daily updates...whatever..read my blog if you want to..OK?