N Dey Say

These last 2 days have been very draining both physically and mentally but I coped alot better than I thought I would.The 2 projects went off okay enough.

I don't think I will be going to see Michael Buble even though I really would like to.The cost is just a little bit out of my range and none of my friends seem really up for it.I got no girl but if I did I think,whoever she is,that she wouldn't mind going...

Ever since I got my haircut,the gals in my class have been making face-blushing comments but I managed to keep my cool,unlike in the past where I would have lost my ability to speak coherently.Latest one to get in on the act was Roswell Girl.Nice.

But its kinda fun to hear what they say.I know they say it in jest and that's exactly why its fun to hear.

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Michael Buble Is Coming To Town

Man Utd lost today.Undeserved loss in my view.Blackburn had their chances but we definitely had loads more chances.Mistakes cost us dear.Very dear,as Chelski are running almost out of sight.Its still early but if we keep screwing up we might as well give up now but that's not the way to go about it.We have to keep going...but no mood to think about that now.

Some stuff in short

Got a new haircut.

Blogpatrol.com,where I get my tracking counter is still down.

However, Ripway.com,where I upload my audio files for this blog's music is back u and I've finally been able to change it.

End of that~~~~

Michael Buble's coming to town on the 10th of October.Wanted to watch either that or Stomp but the latter is ending their run on October 2nd.Always felt like going to some sort of artistic event like a concert,play or stuff the like.I wanna get good seats and those cost $125 while the cheapest are just $45.I like his music cos its very stylishly relaxing.

It was compounded further by the fact when I learnt that MJ had gone to see something similar at the Victoria Theater(or Victoria Concert Hall) I think it was..This Michael Buble one-night only concert provides the perfect opportunity.

Speaking of MJ,I saw her when she was coming back home.Was dressed up a little.Not fair that that someone should look that nice when you are making a genuine effort to stop thinking about her...hahahah...never mind I sure it shouldn't derail me.

I just wish again that she would talk to me more.She hasn't been coming down as often as I like and last time she did I didn't get to talk to her much.
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Goal..unfortunately for me...

Exactly 3 weeks of school left.I thought I could coast through it by this time but I still have 2 more projects to get through before I can put it on neutral.Very irritating indeed.Holiday starts on 19th of October and lasts a month.

GOAL is opening on October 6th,alot earlier than expected.Its good I guess.Watchng 'Four Brothers next weekend,but still might change plans to watch The Dukes Of Hazzard instead.Still remember them from my PS game a few years back.Both movies are good,although there's obviously more drama in the former.GOAL is still a must-watch.

Had a game at the court today.The game had a good vibe but was cut way too short for my liking.Did what I could.Defence was not a priority,not with the 4 other members of my team being very attack-minded ones.Made good saves and at the same time regretted saves that I should have made but did not.

MJ was watching from the 2nd floor of her flat when the game just started.No real gaffes but goals going past me does still make me look bad but I had a good spell when she was watching.Made a good stop from a hard shot and a mate exclaimed that I was 'on fire'Hope she noticed it.Noticed that she had gone back in to her flat.Half relieved cos I did not play that well from then on and at least she wasn't around to see that..

Maybe I'll play tomorrow.If I do,lets hope I play well.

Maybe MJ will come down tomorrow?Highly unlikely.But its good if she does.Like talking to her.I said we would be better of as friends and I stick by that.Its just cos we still need a bit of work to be better friends.There still seems to be some 'distance' between us.

She Shoots...SHE SCORES !!!

I have to admit that its quite difficult to stop thinking about MJ.To stop 'wanting' her,if you would,and all that but I think I've had some considerable measure of success.At times,I have had to stop and remind myself that I want her just as a friend and nothing more.

It was tough at first when she came down on Friday but I got used to the idea and relaxed.Had a game of soccer tennis with her(there's where u try to kick goals in from only your side of the court.We've(me and the rest of the gang) have known it for a long time but now she's really improved.Her shooting.She sure can put some power behind the ball but now with alot more accuracy.She really has a lot of power behind her shot,I have to say again.She beat me 3-2.Wasn't playing with full interest and the 2nd goal didn't really count as my back was turned.I personally consider it courtesy to wait till the opponent's ready so u can say your goal was as fair as they come when you do score one.

Something about her shot that just puts not just me but others off as well.Its as if you can't read where the ball is gonna go cos her movements are rather unorthodox.

She looked cute as usual but I...tried being the key word here,not to focus so much on that.Had to remind myself everytime I got that 'wishy-daydreamy' feeling about her.

Friends,that's all,friends.I think.Yes,just..wait...no...yes?no? I don't know.No,I must...just friends damnit...

I said it was tough,didin't I ?

On to another topic now.Movies.'GOAL' is gonna to be released soon.Never had a memorable soccer movie before.Hollywood chose to alienate what was considered by them a rather non-mainstram sport.The only one I've watched was Victory starring Sylvester Stallone.GOAL is not only big budget but a trilogy at that.Big and great expectations.

Pride and Prejudice is another movie I want to watch.Mainly because of Keira Knightley.Caught my eye in Princess of Thieves with the cute face and that bloody cute British accent of hers.I had seen her in Star Wars : Episode 1 when I first saw Natalie Portman and thought she was cute.Then Padme(Keira's character) came on the screen and I still remember thinking something like 'Woah..she's just as cute or even cuter than Natalie'Fancied her more for the rest of the movie.Liked her since then but did not have the resources to find out about her till she was jolted back into memory when I saw Princess of Thieves.

Another movie I want to watch but have to wait July '06 to do so is The Da Vinci code.Book was good.Lets see how the movie is.I've known about it since July 05 slightly after GOAL,which I got to know about in around Jan '05.Still not sure about the casting of Tom Hanks and Audrey Tautou being cast.Thought others would have been more suited.for the roles.Still,they could do a good job.I mean its Tom Hanks and Audrey Tautou.They are,after all,acclaimed thespians.

Wrong Girl Wrong Time

Last Friday,jibes were thrown at me in school.Apparently,my classmates(some) managed to think that I had the hots for Roswell Girl.

It happened during class.I was grimacing cos of a cramped muscle in my arm.Just before that Roswell Girl had been called up to the board to write stuff.The girl that was sitting next to me thought she heard me saying 'yesss..',which I wasn't.But the girl still mde her own conclusions and needless to say,I got stick for that after the class.

I played it cool and brushed it off.Roswell girl was a sport about it but also did likewise.She came too my defence once and immediately got made fun of but I hit back by saying that there's nothing wrong with friends doing that for each other.Ahh,it was all harmless,good-ntured ribbing anyway.Nothing more.

Still is weird though.It was a case of wrong girl,wrong time.

I've been thinking.People say if I don't have a try with MJ then I may lose out.I guess..but so what..yeah some guy may get her but I value her friendship more.Like Joey and Rachel in Friends.If anything happens with MJ,then good.If not then I hope she remains my friend at least.That was my first aim with her and I'll not do anything to jeapordise that.For real....

Yeah,I'm aware that there will be alot of moaning and griping along the way but I'm sure I'll still be able to handle it.

Looking For That Damn Shoe

My laptop was borrowed for a while.Got it back.Been bored without it.

I FINALLY bought those new shoes that I said I would.Nice enough but with that,also went what remained of my monthly budget.Now getting a bit og cash every few days and survivng off it.Must look for other sources of funds.

After buring them,I found out that they were in fact the same shoes David Beckham wore in the latest 'Impossible Is Nothing' ad by Adidas.Its a little of an unwanted tag.I think that Becks is a good enough footballer,just an unwanted tag.It wasn't the shoe that I wanted orginally but the shoe I wanted didn't have my size.Can't believe they only had it till a measly size 9 at the Adidas store.All 3 outlets I went to didn't have it in my size.Unbelievable.Managed to get my size but only in Becks shoes at a sports retail store somewhere else.

Haven't seen MJ for almost 2 weeks..and counting...

I've been told before to just go for it,many times...but close friends know that its not the right time and I should bide my time.But perhaps I should spend this 'biding' time to get closer to her and let her know me better.If only,if only..I wasn't so scared to talk to her.But I'm not aiming for anything more than close friends.Maybe I should just start talking to her first and worry about the rest later.

Presents

Laptop's being borrowred till tomorrow so I have no chance to really try out the FIFA 2006 demo.Its still pretty raw in terms of graphics and stuff but its always good.Hope to see significant changes..EA Sports seem to have been resting on their laurels these past few editions.

The Roswell Girl meter seems to have dropped off ever since the chalet and MJ's is on the rise ever since her bithday.She seems to think that the present that I gave was from everyone of the gang..I didn't have the guts to say that it was from me only cos I thought she would think it weird that I was the only one out of all the guys that gave her a present.

Apparently she then narrowed it down to 2 other guys that gave the present.With this 2 others,its sort of a triumvirate.So it hurts a bit that she thinks that 2 other guys gave her the present and not including me in the credit of the present-giving.I wouldn't have minded if she thought that the prez was really from everyone and also if she narrowed it down.But to narrow it down and cut me from it.Kinda hurts but I'll take it.Ahh,my fault I know.I should have just said that the prez was from me.But I also know that its the thought that counts and I know I did my part by giving her the prez.

What sucks is that she mentioned the other 2 but not me as if to say she sees me in a lesser lught in that trio.

Bummer.

I'm Bored...Lets Go See The World

I was doing some work on the computer in the school and was going over some figures on a spreadsheet and some of them were like flight numbers.I then had a sudden urge to just bolt out of there and take a cab to the airport and just fly off somewhere and the departure hall wasn't just a departure hall but I was like a getaway to the world.Just away from where I was at that moment.

Realised that Africa would be a cool place to visit.The safaris to be more specific.Lions and the wild,the whole nine yards.It certainly would be different from Paris or Rome.But those 2 are still top of the priority list.

Not much happening now so not much to write about.Nothing new with MJ.So here's hoping something will happen tomorrow...hopefully I'll come bak with something to write about after this weekend.